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bloggieeeeeeeeee TT^TT

so sad banget nihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
rasanya sakit bloggieee=,=
temen gw, yaa..
yg gw anggep sodara sendiri, gaada masalah apa2 ko jadi isa gitu si ama gue bloggiee?
TT^TT

okeoke, jadi gini bloggiee..
kan tadi tuh, gw maen twitterr.. nah di twitt, di acc nya @notebook , gw nemu kata2 bagus, gitu bloggie. katany2 itu gini "Sometimes, people who are thousands of miles away can make you feel better than people right beside you."  nah, trus gw tag ke temen gue yang itu, panggil aja 'G' lah.

nah, kan bukan cuman si G yang gue tag-in status gw itu, tapi masi ada temen gue yg laen.
guesswhat ? tiba2 aja si G ngasih komen gini

"gue lebih nyaman sama orang deket gue daripada sama lu".

gue diem. bener2 deh. apa dia becanda? okelah, gw ama dia emang sering becanda kelewatan, ya akhirnya gue giniin aja "gitu lu ye :p kwakwa"

ga lama kemudian, dia bales komen gini "iya gue emang gitu".

oke, rasanya SAKIT bloggieeeeeeeeeeeee....

tapi , gw gamau mikir negatip dulu bloggie, gw chat aja deh si G ini..
gw chat..
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GADIBALES BLOGGIEEE.. APAAN BANGET SIH=,=
SALAH GW APACOBA?

trus sorenya, gw liat notifications, si G ini bisa absen di grup, bisa bikin status. bales chat gue? engga-_-

gue salah apasih ama dia ? gw dah anggep dia sodara gueeee TT_TT
perasaan kmaren gw terakhir on pico ama dia, gw baek2 aja deh . pusing gw bloggiee T^T

oke, gw emang rada manja ama dia bloggie, gue apa2 cerita ama diaa.. gue tauu dia pasti udeh bosennnnnnnnnnnn banget dengerin gue curhat, pas gw galau, gue telpon dia, gue curhat sambil nangis2, dia nenangin guee.. pas gue senengg.. gw telpon dia juga. gue curhat? dan dia bilang "iyeiye slamet yeee, gw tau deh lu seneng. awkakwa"

apamungkin dia ngerasa kalo gue egois? gue emang egois bloggie, saat gw mau cerita ama dia, gw pasti maksa dia buat dengerin cerita gue.. pas dia mau cerita? gue pura2 sibuk.. aaaaaaaaaaaaarghhhhhhhhhhh =,=

G, lu temen gue yang paling ngerti gue deh. SWEARRR T.T  gue kangen ama lu deh G, gue kangen cerita ama luuu, gue kangen suara lu dahh, gue kangen chat ama lu pake CAPS, gue kangen kita curhat2 bareng, gue kangen kita pas malem2 ngomongin masalah move on lu sama si itu, gue kangen cara lu ngedit poto pico lu pasti nulis kata BBF disonoo, gue kangen kitaa ngerjain orang, gue kangen kita ngegosipin orang, gue kangen kita set off bareng, BAHKAN GUE KANGEN CARA KITA NULIS ALAY TT___TT

gue tau, lu pasti mikir kalo gue ini beban kan? maafin gue G .. T___T . last, lagu buat lu G, gw harap lu maafin gueeee..... TT^TT

I feel the wind blow in this place
There I see the stars beyond this window pane
Shining so bright
Here in this night
Here I feel the sense of love

Deep in my heart I cry for you
Every tear that fall feels like a wound
The stars in the sky, gently shines
Taking away my pain

I hear a voice gently saying
Don't be afraid
I feel the warmth come over me
As I sleep in their embrace
And even though I
Do not have the strength to go on
Even though I tried to hold on
This love will never ever be meant for me
But I'll keep on smiling
Even though my dreams won't come true
I'll remember every moment with you
Like the stars that shines forever
I'll treasure my love
For you……